First, thank you guys for all your comments. They really mean to me, a lot :]
You are always nice and kind. :]]]

I couldn't blog or log on PT in days..since..Thursday I think..
Next Friday our spring break, or however is called, starts. I'm so happy. Of course, I won't have a lot of free time, but it will still be a lot more then now.

I think I will explode. My head is full of informations, whether it's biology, history, chemistry, sociology...or any other subject. It's hard to manage everything in time..but the good thing is, I got so tired and I slept..it's mostly 3 hours of sleep, but that's enough for me to function properly.

The pressure is major, and I'm panicking. If I don't get into university...my whole world will fall apart.

But, let's not think so negatively.

There are a lot of positive things going around, and one of them is Lily's decision to get fully recovered. Unfortunately, I found it out only today, but I'm happy for you Lily.
You have to do that, and you will...you will beat this crap fearlessly just as you are.
I love you lots :]]]

On the other hand, Shannice - I haven't heard form you in a while, and I'm worried about you. I miss you a lot, and I hope we'll talk soon. Please be ok, and stay safe, ok? :]


Oh..as for myself..I hate being in the middle, and I am..right now.
Both of my friends are fighting, a lot..they had a major argue, and I don't want to chose between them. But, I'm afraid I will have to.
I want to be friends with both of them, to live with them..and they don't want to talk about it. They are both stubborn..ugh..and that stresses me a lot.

And my classmates are in a panic too..loool, we are all going through some major crash down (can I say it like that?)
Haha, I never knew that a classroom can be a battlefield..which is now.

As for my ED..idk..I'm losing then gaining again..purging, exercising, restricting...same old same old.


p.s. I'm going to a birthday party tonight, so..partaaay xD