5:57 pm- I'm sitting on my bed, drinking hot turkish coffee with wee bit of cinnamon.
My hair is wet..I just washed it, and I'm enjoying the scent of it - acai and blue berries.
As usual, I haven't posted in few days. I couldn't, my studies are just piling up and I sleep less and less every day. But I have to work..hard. If I don't, I can say "Goodbye" to my future life.
...and I'm not that kind of a person. I want to have a future, a career, and maybe someday I change my mind and decide to have a family.
(*..end of rambling* - I think spring mood is finally hitting me in the head)
Anyways, my days were fine. My grades are getting up and I have to fix them as soon as possible...we have left only 33 days until graduation. And then, the real panic and stress start.
Oh, and proooom. Everybody is talking about dresses and pictures and music and bla blaa...people, it's only one night.
So, I've got an A in native yesterday and in constitution and civil rights today. I'll probably get one form sociology too, even though I studied a lot.
Haha, the irony is, that I was the only one who didn't cheated (which is quite unusual, since when I don't know something, I always cheat, with my special techniques)
I don't want to brag, but sociology is a subject in which I rock. So, I didn't study anything, but still wrote my exam, and I think it's good.
Plus, there is 19 of us in the class..on the exam, there was only 9 of us..the rest skipped.
I happy you know? ..oh, and it has to do with school again. Haha my life is based on school.
So, we did Schopenhauer last philosophy lesson, and Nietzsche is next. :]
I can't wait..I will do a bit of research on his biography, and will talk about him and his book tomorrow. I don't care..if this is the way of getting an A, then I'll do it like this.
It's something I like, something I know, so I don't care if somebody will think I'm bragging around and trying to be smarter (..though I am a lot more smarter then more then a half of my class)
I will try to make a mermaid hair now.
And I'm stressed out a bit, I have to find something nice to wear for our tableau pictures..ugh :/
On the negative side - I have purged a lot in these past few days. At least 5 times a day.
I'll be fine, right? :]
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