I haven't posted in few days...I couldn't..plus, I didn't want to. Birthday was good, yeah..but I ate so much, at least 3000 calories. Stupid bitch made me eat all that. I did cut again, after that...oh..I don't even know what to say. I feel horrible..alone, depressed, worthless..but I'll be fine in couple of days...it's the way it goes...plus, I broke my record...purged 10 times in a day...brava, just, bravaa...I'll stop it. I know it.