I was to lazy to post last night. And, today was even better. He finally started talking to me, well, he's trying, because now I don't want to talk with him...actually I do, but I'm gonna show him how it feels being ignored. I'll probably fail, since I enjoy talking to him so much. The way he smiles, talks and looks at me.. *blush*
Need to stop with this pathetic bullshit. Hate being in love...and he smells soo good...I apologize for this behavior, he does this to me.
School sucked today. PE teacher fucked me up. Friends were great today. I had an emotional break down in school , cried so much , but they were full of support. They really cheered me up. Love them for that.
You know that Hayley Williams orange hair color? I want it. Hahaha, yes, I'm black now, so dunno how it's gonna look, but I want it. I think it would fit me. Still have to have mums permission and I'm working on it hard. Haha
.....and now, the bad things. Of course there is something bad...everyday.
I overheard mums talk with dad. Next week I'll have to take a blood test. There is a possibility of hospitalization. I'm scared.