I'm alone in this.
I want to be left alone.

Have I reached the bottom of a 12 year old child who is hiding besides her baggy clothes?
I'm just selfish.
I haven't been doing anything these past 8 days.

I'll continue enjoying my boring life that consist only from partying and alcohol.
I have to stop this.

Take a deep breath L, and start fresh.
You have your dreams to achieve.

...yeah...whatever..