Sunday, February 13, 2011

Reality check.

I was getting ready to go out, and looked at myself.
My reflection was disgusting.
There was I, a pale, disgusting skeleton.
I never saw myself like that before. I was thin, bag of skin and bones. No fat, nothing.

I looked away. I feel like a hippo now, but when I look in the mirror, there is no fat.

Is that really how I look? It hurts.

I posted this as a blog entry on PT, but deleted it.
Why would anybody care how I feel or look? There's no need for me to post these thing there.
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4 comments:

  1. AnonymousFebruary 13, 2011 at 9:52 AM

    I care how you feel and look :]

    I know the feeling though :[ and sorry you get that too - although, i guess it's good that you can see yourself! i mean, that means no/less BDD :]

    sorry for my pointless post, i just wanted to tell you that i'd care if i saw it posted on PT

    have a nice time out :]

    p.s. i got a blog now and i'm following you ;]

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  2. Tink.February 13, 2011 at 11:16 AM

    Thank you Lily :]
    You do? Yaay :] Love you

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  3. ShanniceFebruary 15, 2011 at 9:11 AM

    this is sad. you are not a hippo =(

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  4. Tink.February 15, 2011 at 5:04 PM

    I love you :] xx

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